March, coming up!

Ruelha 
It's been a year.
And it's finally so near.
Since the 6th of March.
Almost, a year has passed.

March was to bring.
Me to crystal springs.
Where most of my problems.
Would disappear in solemn.

Oh, how I waited for March.
Four more poems I had arched.
Revolving around this month.
Obsessively up front.

I waited and waited in great anticipation.
For life's train to finally arrive at this station.
I even dreamed of what it would be.
But God had something better in store for me.

I weeped and wailed.
So often ,lifeless and pale.
God, I cannot wait a whole year.
Please bring March now and near.

And finally, you are so close.
I'm trying to behave composed.
But I've put all my hopes into you.
To see what March for me will do.

I thought I knew what He meant.
March would be the end of the experiment.
But I knew the vague ambiguity. 
Could be a curved ball of His ingenuity.

Sometimes, you pray for your boat.
When on stormy seas you struggle to float.
So afraid the boat will collapse and sink.
Not realizing He wants you to walk on water and wink.

I tried everything to avoid drowning.
He still let the boat disappear despite my howling.
The boat's almost gone. I'm still unsure about what He really meant.
But He's unfolding mysteries to me exactly where I have dents.

Finally to breathe easy, no longer shackles of guilt or fear.
The good shepherd has returned for His sheep so dear.
All of it just had to happen.
To expand the narrowness of my mind, it's horizon's.

What most of you don't know is this...
Poetry just came to me in baffling bliss.
It's only been over a year.
Since I entered this hemisphere.

These were the words that flowed out of me.
While making a note of the Word given, you see.
'By then, it won't even matter.'
And those words always seemed to weigh and bother.

Why did I write those words?
Was it just to rhyme? Why did I choose those?
Well, He did say March.
And He's unpredictable so I'll wait till the last.

I know He's not a liar.
He's proven it since forever.
If He said it, it shall come to pass.
I just know something good is waiting in March.

Whatever happens in the first half.
I'll accept even my own epitaph.
Yes, I'm desperately waiting for March.
Because my throat is just so parched.

Dear March,
Come fast!

-RUELHA  
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    1. Yikes.. .snow, the cold….I hate being cold. I feel cold too easily. I’m usually bundled up in too many layers and still too paralyzed to move in snow….take care….🧊❄⛄🌬❄🧊

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    1. JonDaddy….thank you so much….
      I’m in Chennai at present….but I’ll be visiting Mumbai in a few days again….so yes lots of sunshineeeeee🤩🎀🙏🏼
      Lots of love to you and Diana…
      Take care of your health especially.
      Sending you hugs and angelic prayers to help you recuperate sooooon.
      💟💖💗🎀

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      1. thanks, my loving Rue—so where is Chennai-? As far south a s Goa-? Diana has me up doing things…allowing me times of rest. I made tilapia saute’ed in butter, spiced with oregano, black pepper and ginger with macaroni and cheese on the side from an earlier meal. I later found the baked and fried chicken (no breading) strips—similarly seasoned—I had wanted to use. 😀

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        1. Goa is very close to Mumbai which is on the Western coast of India….further south though. And Chennai is way down south on the Eastern coast.
          Wow, you seem to be honing your culinary skills JD…..seems like lovely meals…..
          Enjoy and cherish these moments with family JohnDaddy🤩💗🎀💟🙏🏼🤩

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        1. Years goes away fast.
          When bad things are past.
          If you’re living in happiness.
          Somehow time does this crappiness.
          And when you’re living in sorrow.
          There seems to be such a wait for tomorrow.
          🤔🙃😅🙈

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  9. Oh Rue Unlike ‘The Groundhog’ Today
    Who is In the Shade Predicting 6 More
    Weeks of Winter So Far Away From the

    Jungle
    Indian
    Sun Outside
    Monsoon Rain at least

    Hehe And True Extending

    Winter into March So Warm

    And Sunny In Florida Still to Come

    All i come today to Truly Feel

    Is You Look Like You

    Are Having So
    Much Fun on

    That Four Wheeler SMiLinG
    Dashing Through the Indian Jungle Puddles
    Mudding in Green Almost Like Santa’s Reindeers
    Close to An Almost Always Christmas Night That’s Day..:)

    In Short(S)Eat Drink
    And Be Merry Longer

    Christmas Loving

    It All Year ‘Round

    i Do Believe i’M

    Gonna Make

    That/This Prophecy

    For You Now Just HeaR

    A Little Prayer You Will Make Come True..:)

    This Is My Favorite Religion Be Happy Don’t Worry

    Be Love to Others

    ALL

    With

    Least Harm

    i Vaguely Remember

    Other Folks Actually Doing
    It WHere i Still Live Picture Perfect HeaR..:)

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      1. Hehe just Another
        Human Cultural
        Meme Humans
        Create To Bond
        Over Together

        Of Course It’s
        Not Literally True
        This Business About

        If This one And
        Only Groundhog
        Rises on February 2nd,
        Each Year And Sees its
        Shadow A Prophecy of
        Rather Good News of
        6 less Weeks

        Of Winter
        Coming Just
        Because He
        Awakes On A Day
        Of Sunshine Providing

        A Shadow Bad
        News of A 6 Week
        Prophecy of A Longer
        Winter If On February 2nd the Groundhog Arises

        On A Cloudy
        Day Making

        No Shadow…

        It Stands To
        Reason That
        Where You Live
        Now At 13 Degrees

        Above The Equator
        Specifically At the
        Thermal Equator The
        Hottest Latitude Point
        On The Earth Where
        There is Never Winter

        There Is No
        Groundhog
        Story

        And

        Usually
        More Likely

        Another Story
        Of Religion That
        Has No Components
        Of a stay in The Desert
        For 40 Days Yet sitting

        Under

        A Lush
        Green Tree
        And Meditating
        How to Find Heaven

        Within

        Much More

        Common to
        Learn How To

        Avoid

        Myths

        And

        Just
        Be Happy
        Not Worrying

        Now Science Calls
        It Autotelic Flow With
        Plentiful Frission Divine

        Every Culture Has
        Different Terms For
        This Essence of The

        Kingdom Within
        This Heaven Carried
        By Vehicles And
        Vessels Of Myths

        With Terms To
        Describe Ascending
        Transcending To Heaven

        On Earth Within Like
        Dao, Tao, Nirvana, Satori,
        Prana, Kundalini Rising,
        Holy Spirit, Great Spirit,
        Samadhi, Chi, Ki, Ka,
        And The List
        Goes On
        Wherever

        We Find
        Humans
        And Different
        Cultures And Religions
        And Languages With
        Stories That include
        Fabulous Myths

        To House
        Yes Vehicle
        And Vessel

        This Wondrous
        New World Of
        Existence Within

        Technically A Human
        Escapes The Very limited
        Neo-Cortex Mind In

        Meditative Flow
        Whether Saying
        The Same Prayer
        Of A Rosary in

        A Lengthy
        Meditative
        Silent

        Chant

        Or Sitting
        Still Meditating
        Using Other

        Mantras

        Or Perhaps A Spiraling
        Sufi Dervish Dance

        Together

        Or How

        i Looked
        Within And
        Let My Body
        Dance Free Leading
        My Soul
        With No

        Division

        Of The

        Ego

        Neo-cortical

        Mind Now That
        Keeps Us Bound
        To The Illusion Now

        Of Time, Distance
        And Space Or

        Even

        Matter

        Now Where We
        Have Access To
        More of The Depth

        Of The Subconscious

        Mind The Mysterious

        “Parent” That
        Is Truly in
        Charge
        First

        As

        Science

        Shows For
        Whatever We
        Do And Make

        Decisions
        With Our

        Neo-Cortical

        Mind Helpful

        Servant

        Yet Becoming
        Deluded Slave

        With

        The Illusion
        Ego Is in

        Charge

        When The
        Depths Of The
        Ocean Below

        Is Truly

        Above

        Controlling

        Water And
        Waves Ocean

        Same When
        We Come into
        Autotelic

        Flow

        Of Yoga

        Union We Achieve
        Wholeness As

        A Fractal

        Of All

        Existence

        We are The Cosmos

        Unto Itself

        Indeed

        Part

        Of God

        Whole

        This Actually
        Living Breathing

        Way Of

        Life

        As

        All That
        Is Whole To

        Be in This
        State of Being

        Creativity, Productivity,
        Cooperation, Loving
        Compassion With

        No Fears

        Typically

        Blasts

        Off Skyrockets

        Indeed Ascends

        Transcends

        As All

        Of Nature

        God Living Within

        Meanwhile Ignorant

        Folks Are Still

        Killing Each Other

        Whether Or Not

        To Call The

        Experience

        Allah, God,

        Or Entirely

        Something

        Else Typically

        Only Because

        Their Religion

        Fails Actually

        Finding A Way

        For Them

        To Actually

        See Through

        These God

        Whole

        Ocean

        Eyes

        For Real

        Is it Still

        Any Wonder

        The Teacher In

        The Story JeSuS

        Was Crucified

        Going Against

        Tradition

        To Show How
        To Get to Heaven

        Within

        Nope

        An

        Atheist
        These Days
        A Buddhist

        Is More

        Likely

        To Come
        To The Water
        And Be The

        Ocean

        As They

        Are Not

        Lost In The

        Clothes of The

        Myths Losing

        Naked

        God Within

        Yes Dear “the Rest”
        Of “The Groundhog”

        Day Story
        For Those

        Who

        Awake Skipping
        All Weathers And
        Seasons

        Generating

        Their Own Sunshine
        Warmth Within

        To Give And
        Share Endless
        Love To

        The

        Rest

        Of Nature
        Stars We All
        Are Sharing

        Our

        Rays

        oF LiGHT

        Real Lovely
        Day Of

        Love For
        All Eternally
        Now For Real

        Meanwhile
        Other Folks
        Are Waiting
        For The
        End of
        The World
        A Dirt Nap
        And Their Perceived
        Foes to Be Tortured
        Forever by An

        All

        Loving
        Forgiving

        Version

        Of ‘The Groundhog’

        True Some Stories
        Are More Effective

        In Arriving

        As God

        Now For

        Real Than

        Others That are more
        Like A Slow Boil

        For A Frog

        In Otherwise

        Lush Green
        FLoWeRinG
        Paradise

        To Give
        And Share

        Free Now Free Now

        Free Now For All For Real…

        Happy “Groundhog
        Day” Forever
        my FRiEnD Now

        Your Way

        Not Mine With SMiles
        And Thanks

        For Being

        Humble

        Enough

        To Admit

        You Were Not
        Sure What “Groundhog
        Day” Is

        Indeed

        Seek

        And

        Find

        Taste

        And See…

        Find “Your Meal”

        As It Seems Verily

        You Are Doing It Now… if You

        Search “Fowler’s Evolution

        For Faith” Or Even

        Maslow’s Pyramid

        Of Human

        Evolution

        In One
        Life Both

        Relate

        The Stage

        Of The Butterfly

        Evolution You

        Are Rising As

        Considering

        You Have An

        Open Mind Integral

        To Success i Feel

        Confident

        You Will

        Find A Way

        To Arrive

        And Even

        Staycation

        Like me Only
        For The Fact

        That i still

        Exist On Your

        Blog And You

        Even Tolerate

        Someone

        Trying

        To Lend

        A Hand

        Up Typically

        Other Christians
        Erase me From their

        Lives By
        This Point

        Obviously

        Why i Don’t
        Have Many

        FRiEnDS

        WHere

        i Live

        When They

        Find Out Who

        i

        Am…

        If It Wasn’t

        So Sad it
        Would Be As
        Hilarious

        As

        A Country

        That Votes For Lies…

        The Human

        Condition

        Capable

        Of Great

        Truths And Dreams
        And Lies And Nightmares

        For Kingdoms Come And Gone

        The Safest Place To Find

        Truth And Light

        Is Strip

        All CuLTuRaL

        Tools of Clothes Off

        As the Inheritance Now

        Is Already Gifted Born
        Within Pain And

        Numb

        Effective

        Loss Of my

        Organs

        Of Eyes

        And Ears

        For 66 Months

        As A Real Devil

        In Hell Left

        me

        No

        Choice

        Yet Within

        How Blessed

        With Hell To See And
        Hear Gift of God Yes

        Kingdom

        Come Within

        Finally Free With Wings 🦋

        -Groundhog

        Previously

        Known And

        Still Known

        In Some Places As

        -Aghogday

        Google “Depth of
        The Story” With

        Quotes

        And

        Also

        Find “The Wrong

        Planet” i Still Inhabit

        Too Yes Many Names i Am

        Rue…🌊🦋

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