Restless Heart {Kitni Bechain Hoke}

This poem is purely literary. Please read it with an open mind and out of respect for the written word. I feel the need to put up a disclaimer for romantic poems. To me, writing is my life. There is nothing I love more. I have always written from my heart …about topics that I am passionate about. This poem is inspired by this melodious song from the movie Kasoor(2001). I love this song starring green-eyed doll Lisa Ray, whom I absolutely adored all through the 90s and early 2000s.

Restless Heart
I have a restless heart.
You were always the one from the start.
As if from dust of the stars.
Twinkling and teasing from afar.
Twisting my arteries and veins.
In sweet tantalizing pains.

Oh, what is this effect you have on me?
I thought I could discern, but see!
Look you have me again in a frenzy.
You never really needed a key for entry.
Your name in my cells once written.
Never erased, though forbidden.

The heart never learns.
Constantly seeks you and yearns.
This is not suitable for me.
Smiling lunatically at my heart's debris.
Wounded and broken.
Yet, only of you to be spoken.

The heart does not calculate.
Though injected toxins penetrate.
I have such a restless heart.
It always beats for you from the start.
Maybe someday you'll smile,
when you think of me a while.

I see you are indeed suffering too.
I can see the pain right through you.
But, it's a different kind. 
Not for me, I'm not that blind.
Still, I really want to help you.
But, you pushed me away into another pew.

Memories will strike like a flash of lightening.
All so quickly, but none will be frightening.
Responsibilities, work, health and duties.
But beyond these, someday you may smile at my beauty.
Just the fragrance of pure love. 
Till last breath, I'll have only love.

You always had power over me.
No matter whatever happened, I refused to see.
The real world was never real to me.
When it came to you and me.
This body and soul,
is out of control.

I have such a restless heart.
You don't know how hard it is to act smart.
Only you have this power over me.
I gave you my key openly, willingly.
You used it to destroy.
And played me like a toy.

Yet, the heart does not co-ordinate. 
With the mind, it constantly debates. 
You still have that key.
But I now moved from land to sea.
Such a restless heart.
All it remembers is the good parts.

The mind is desperately attempting to interject.
But it refuses to look that way and interpret.
A restless heart is a fool.
Only trying in vain to act cool.
All it ever wanted in life was you.
You still don't realize, always just a phase or tissue.

But restless heart still don't care.
Doesn't want anything, it don't dare...
It will settle for just a smile.
Silences and gaps that words can't fill.
Oh restless heart, calm down and be still.

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Check out the song here….it’s very Bollywood-cheesy….totally my typeπŸ˜‰πŸ€©β˜ΊπŸ€­πŸ˜

Lyrics and translation:

Movie : Kasoor
Song : Kitna Bechain Hoke

Female: Kitni bechain hoke
(I was so restless)
Tum se mili
(When I met you)

Kitni bechain hoke
(I was so restless)
Tum se mili
(When I met you)
Tumko kya thi khabar
(Little did you know)
Thi main kitni akeli
(How lonely I was)

Haan Γ— 8
(Yes Γ— 8)

Male: Kitna bechain hoke
(I was so restless)
Tum se mila
(When I met you)
Tumko kya thi khabar
(Little did you know)
Tha main kitna akela
(How lonely I was)

Haan Γ— 8
(Yes Γ— 8)

Female: Ke kitni mohhabbat hain tumse
(How dearly I love you)
Zara paas aake toh dekho
(Just come close to me and see)

Male: Kya aag hain dhadkano me
(The fire that rages within my heartbeats)
Gale se laga ke toh dekho
(Just embrace me and feel it)

Female: Batayi na jaaye zubaan se yeh haalat
(It cannot be expressed…what I feel and my state)
Meri jismo jaan ko tumhari hain chaahat
(My body and soul seeks you)

Male: Kitna bechain hoke
(I was so restless)
Tum se mila
(When I met you)
Kitna bechain hoke
(I was so restless)

Female: Jo hain darmiyaan ek parda
(The curtain that is between us)

Ise jaaneman ab hata de
(Beloved, now move it aside)

Yehi faasle keh rahe hain
(This seperation tells us)
Chalo dooriyon ko mita de
(Come on, let’s end this distance)

Na koyi tamanna hain, na koyi hasrat
(I have no wish, no desire)
Mujhe toh sanam hain tumhari zaroorat
(All I need my darling, is you)

Male: Kitna bechain hoke
(I was so restless)
Tum se mila
(When I met you)
Tumko kya thi khabar
(Little did you know)
Tha main kitna akela
(How lonely I was)

Haan Γ— 8
(Yes Γ— 8)

Female: Kitni bechain hoke
(I was so restless)
Tum se mili
(When I met you)

Kitni bechain hoke
(I was so restless)
Tum se mili
(When I met you)
Tumko kya thi khabar
(Little did you know)
Thi main kitni akeli
(How lonely I was)

Haan Γ— 8
(Yes Γ— 8)



    1. Thank you Eileen for those wonderful words of encouragement….I am sooooo glad you like this piece.πŸ™πŸΌπŸŽ€πŸ€©πŸ˜πŸ₯°πŸ€©πŸŽ€πŸ™πŸΌ

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    1. Thank you CindyyyyyyyyyyyyyyπŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°πŸ₯°
      Music and movies certainly inspire me a whole lot….but I’m the dramatic cheesy type….not everyone’s cup of tea…lolπŸ˜œπŸ˜‚πŸ˜…

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  1. Oh my beautiful Rue, I love this absolutely. πŸ’•πŸ’• I am amazed to see, that you haven’t miss the rhyming for each line that add credits to the poem πŸ’•πŸ’• You look Gorgeous dearest Rue.. ❀️❀️

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    1. β™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’ŸPreethsβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯οΈπŸ’Ÿβ™₯️
      I’m so glad you enjoyed reading this poem. You say the nicest things….🀩😘Thank you sweetie.

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  2. SMiles Most
    By Souls
    Who Write
    HeART Feels
    And True Rue
    Disclaimers Are
    Helpful for There







    A Woman Feels

    Particularly For



    Yet To
    Claim Stake
    To A HeART

    Beat SMiLingπŸ™ŒπŸ˜

    Good Work




    To Others

    Words Deep BeatπŸ˜πŸ™Œ

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      1. SMiLes i wrote a Longer
        Comment With the Song
        β€˜Clarity’ By Zedd As
        it Relates to Your
        Poem the Comment
        Disappeared After
        i Wrote It Perhaps
        Your Word
        Press Turned
        It into Spam Hehe

        It Wouldn’t

        Be The First

        Time A


        Didn’t Recognize

        Me As Human

        Hehe Machine Or Man 😁

        Fortunately i Always

        Copy And

        Paste before

        i Send Yet

        It might

        Do it Again So

        There’s This With SMiles😁

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        1. Hahhahaha……I’ll check my spam folder….thanks for letting me know Fred….its been ages since I’ve rummaged through that mess…..
          Hahhahah…..didnt recognize you as human lol…..I think that happens to some of my comments too…..πŸ€–πŸ™ˆπŸ€–

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          1. Oh Lord Rummaging Through a Spam Folder
            Will BE AReal Pain So Here, i’ll Try it on my
            Desk Top Without the Link of the Song ‘Clarity’

            You Can Find That on YouTube

            Easy if you Care too With SMiLes..;)

            SMiLes Here is Another
            Song That Captures
            It Well Unrequited
            Love is A Most
            Powerful Treasure
            To Put into Art For
            Not only Will it Chase
            And Capture Another
            HeART in Purgatory…
            Art/Stories Both Remembered
            And Told

            Have the




            Breath Back

            To A Living Dead

            HeART Beat The

            Human HeART

            Spirit Soul Is

            A Masterpiece

            Of Energy

            Yes This



            Set Free To

            Feel Wings Of

            Heaven And Hell

            To meet To


            New Colors

            Worlds Never Seen

            Or Breath Again



            That Bleed

            And Breathe

            This Art That

            Brings HeART Back

            To Life




            i Said Rue
            Great Work
            Nothing More
            Precious Than
            What Moves
            This Human
            Creating New UNiVeRSES

            Literally Speaking For At
            Core it’s All About Bringing
            Light To A Child’s Eyes Breathing
            This Fire Gifted By God This LivingπŸ’«πŸ™ŒπŸ˜

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    1. Thank you soooooo much brother Matt… always say nice and kind things. This poem is just fictional brother Matt. Jesus loves you toooooooooπŸ€©πŸ˜πŸ€©πŸŽ€πŸ€©πŸ˜πŸ€©πŸŽ€πŸ™πŸΌπŸ’πŸŽ€πŸ§ΈπŸ™πŸΌπŸ’πŸ™πŸΌ

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