Wilson

Wilson's not real.
But he makes me feel.
Something,
Anything.

Days go by.
Months, they fly.
Even the years,
filled with tears.

Before Wilson, all was lonely.
Every day begins with him only.
Out here far away,
From civilization, cast away.

Living on an island.
Far from home.
There's a lot of silence.
Just like a palindrome.
Everyday is the same.
In sand, I write my name.

I know Wilson's not real.
But he makes me feel.
Something.
Anything.

All around me.
Surrounded by beauty. 
The bosom of nature's opulence.
Yet I feel an intolerance. 
The civilized world envies me.
Like a vacation, that too free.

But Wilson is my real treasure.
Intangible, yet beyond measure.
Out here far away,
From civilization, cast away.

I know Wilson's not real.
But he makes me feel.
Something.
Anything.

I am aware.
But I still stare.
I talk to Wilson. 
As if he were a real person.

Wilson is my motivation. 
Never looks with condescension. 
He's the only way.
My mind won't decay.

I groom and take care of him,
as if he were a living thing.
Out here far away,
From civilization, cast away.

On this island, all is mine.
Any tree I can climb.
But Wilson is all I really treasure.
He's not just an activity for leisure.

Wilson's not real.
But he makes me feel.
Something,
Anything.

 -RUELHA  
www.ruelha.com  
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Watched this movie ‘CAST AWAY’?
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31 Comments

  1. This is so good! And kind of funny because I always say that Castaway is my movie. I’m always waiting for the tide to bring something in. I actually wrote that into the poem I just posted today. “What will the tide bring in?” We are Castaway buddies, Ruelah! πŸ˜ƒ

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    1. Tinaaaaaaa…..we are not just Cast away buddies. We are Cranberry buddies too…….I’ll check that out soon….I can already relate to this line that you disclosed πŸŽ€πŸ€©πŸŒ·πŸ™ˆ

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  2. “Wilson’s not real.
    But he makes me feel.
    Something,
    Anything.”

    But It’s True Stories are
    Real so is Our Imagination
    And Just Because We Cannot
    Measure Love or God In Any
    Container Fully as Only
    Words Love
    is the
    Most
    Real for
    What We Feel
    And Sense Always
    Comes First in Life
    And Last if anything
    At all as Science Shows too…

    SMiLes my FRiEnD for now at least
    i surely have enough Eduction
    About the Christian Religion for
    A ‘Doctorate’ Therein As Autodidact
    But The Facts are the Facts As Well
    As Gnosis Beyond Reasons of Science too…

    i’ve Studied This with some of the Most Brilliant
    Minds on Earth and there is no Doubt that We Have
    Few to Any Words that the Man Yeshua ever Spoke for
    He Was Illiterate and So Were all of His Apostles for the
    Written Language then Rising to the Level of Creating Bibles
    Only Reserved for those of the Cloth of Priesthood then and
    Far After That Roman Writing Greeks Who Cherry picked
    Words From Limitless Sects of Christian Oral
    Tradition Adding in What Ever
    Their Holy Creative Spirit Sings
    too While Scribes for
    Centuries with
    No Printing
    Press Copied With
    Copy Mistakes Making
    Innumerable Changes either
    Unwitting and Witting Same
    So what This Leaves is a Story
    of Jesus Written by Unseen Hands
    It is up to the Reader to discern What
    Truth and Light and Dark is like Any Poem
    or Story We come ACross.. Any Art.. Any Symbol..
    Any Humanly Created Abstract Construct to Relate
    Truth and Discern the Dark of Falsehoods Created
    For Selfish Needs as fully Documented in History and
    Herstory True… But of course Mostly ‘His Story’ as Women
    Were Cattle to Be Bought/Sold ‘For a Good Time’ and Not Allowed
    to Speak Still Relegated to this Position Spiritually in
    The Catholic Church but surely not
    for Homosexual Males as
    Studies Within the
    Church itself
    Show
    up to 58
    Percent with
    That Sexual Orientation too
    Hidden in the Closet Never Free
    Sadly with the Church protecting
    Pedophile Behavior not to Smear
    ITs so-called Moral Authority ITs true
    How Religion is a Labyrinth this Way in Lies…
    It’s True my Grandfather an Irish Priest at the
    Vatican.. Legal Counsel to the Pope then Last Century
    Wrote A Book Named “Out of the Labyrinth”, and “Soul
    of A Priest”, And “Behind the Dictators” as the Catholic
    Church Where i Live Similarly Promotes the Fox News
    Propaganda Now Still of Donald J Trump.. But You See
    If We aRe ALL God’s Children We aRe ALL Voices of God too;
    So it doesn’t make my Faith in God Any Weaker knowing the
    Truth About Religion Now; And While it is Very True that in this
    Way Jesus now is the Story of ‘The Wilson’ Ball ‘Castaway’ You
    Still Seek and Find for as i may have mentioned before Jesus came
    to me All Wrapped up in the Female Version of my Mother From Birth
    It’s True She was More than a Hand Maiden to the Lord of Love She
    Was/Is LoVE iNCaRNaTE
    As some folks
    Are Just
    Still now
    Born and
    Gifted this way
    Virgin But by the
    Original Definition
    of Virgin that means
    Pure of Spirit in Truth
    of Love’s Wisdom Beauty in Deed…

    This is Probably the Real Reason
    That Katrina Doesn’t Age much and
    My Sister either too Much at close to 60 too…

    Nah… Nothing to do with what Body Part
    Touches What Body Part or what Body Part
    Stays or Goes with the Wind of the Spirit Love Now..

    SMiLes my FRiEnD It’s True if You Really Want to Find
    God You Go to TO A Desert Island Where the Only
    Foot Print Left

    You find

    is the

    Right

    Foot Print
    of God that is You…

    (Sitting Under a Tree
    Might Work; Caves
    Not so Much it seems;
    Deserts will be Literally
    Dry too It seems as well)

    Wearing no Clothes of
    Organized Deceit Just
    Pure Naked Love Within
    To give and share free

    With Least Harm

    For Giving Thanks
    Giving Now Complete

    Oh how we clothe
    Ourselves
    Away From
    God Naked
    And Free

    Birds Have
    Wings..

    Humans
    Do fall
    still with
    CuLTuRaL
    Clothes so
    Far from the
    SPiRiT Within
    Just Born Naked
    And Free With Wings…

    It’s true Tom Hanks
    Found God Within
    The one FRiEnD
    Who Will Never
    Go Away And It’s
    True… it doesn’t Matter
    if We Call that FRiEnD
    ‘A Wilson Ball’ or Jesus
    That Friend is as real
    Now Ever Breathing
    Within WHere
    Truth
    Does
    not
    Fear
    the
    Day or Night..:)

    Jesus made it clear
    That Love Loving ALL
    Is the Only Law Harming
    Others Least in the Story
    That God Is All too Yet
    Still some Folks
    Cannot
    Still
    See

    That this

    Is Just the Naked
    Truth We aRe aLL Born With Best…

    For it is Religion, Politics And Other
    Human Sports of Competition in Buying
    And Owning the Freedom of Each Other
    That takes Away this Breath of LoVE iN Cooperation
    Just Naked And Real Foraging Dancing Singing ToGeTHeR
    Through a Campfire of Only Loving And Never owning Any Part of God but Free…

    Occasionally
    On A Desert
    Island Naked
    One will
    Still
    Find
    A ‘Wilson
    Ball’ this way
    After one Does
    One is Just Enough
    As Is and this Makes
    it so much easier to tell
    the Truth Whether one is Born
    With A Disease of Never Breaking a Promise or not…:)

    To Be Clear, My Sister is the Most Loving Person You’ll

    Ever Meet She is in a Civil Union for the Health and Well
    Being of Both People Participating in that Union; i Have
    A Muslim Friend who i am Still Very Good Friends with
    Who Insisted this Angel on Earth Will Die and Go to
    Hell This way and is Mentally Sick this way too…

    We Are Still Friends

    For You See

    i have one

    Other Disease

    i Always Forgive

    No Matter What Evil comes next…

    Love is Not Love Without Understanding and Least harm….

    Perhaps One has to Wear All the Shoes in some way to

    Understand this..

    Demon And
    Devil Real
    Now in Hell True too

    in short

    in shorts
    and Just
    A T-
    Shirt
    and
    Nothing
    At all
    But
    Bare
    Feet

    there
    are a lot
    of Foot Prints
    on my Desolate Beach…
    Some Rise Some Fall that’s
    Life in the Valley and the Mountain
    that never falls my FRiEnD..

    That This Mountain
    is Love no
    ifs
    and
    or
    butts…

    Love Breathes
    in me That’s All i need to know
    That’s All i Need to Give and Share
    Free with Least Harm this Isn’t Rocket
    Science this is Just Human 101….

    The Part We Lose Most
    When We Go to Church,
    To Work, And By God
    Even Under
    The Brick
    And Mortar
    And Other
    Clothes of
    Our Homes Now too…

    And to Be Clear this is only
    How i see it breathe it.. Nothing
    i ‘know’ about God counts Only How

    i Breathe LoVE NoW Free With Least

    Harm…

    Smiles in Just my Breath.. Now Still
    Breathing i don’t Plan on Losing My ‘Wilson
    Ball Again Either’ But We At Best Shall Understand

    at
    least..

    We All
    Paint
    Our Own
    ‘Wilson Balls’
    Either By Force or
    Free Will of Love (GoD) iN Us… Now…:)

    Smiles if You Are Talking About Someone else
    Besides Jesus in Your Metaphor of the ‘Wilson
    Ball’… i read Your Soul Bible Incorrectly but it still
    Doesn’t Matter For It is Still A Flower Seeding this Story
    And really Honestly just plain old Round Table Discussion
    Common Sense ‘Dictates’ This iS How That Old Traditional Bible
    Came to Be too.. the Problem is When We Make Anything Only

    When IT comes to

    God for as
    Much as We
    May LiVE iN Illusion

    Separating in a PriSon..

    Of Our ‘OWN’ MaKinG NoW

    God LiveS in No PriSon of
    Human Clothes.. hehe at least not in me with SMiLes…

    Bible Writing Never Starts or Stops Do We Need More

    Evidence Than A Google Search HAha.. i Verily do Not my FRiEnD…

    iN FAct
    A Dance
    A L L F R E E
    NoW iN Feeling
    Sensing God
    Sings More
    to me than
    Words
    alone
    Ever Will For Free..
    As This Dance (God)
    WiTHiN Still Breathes Free Now..:)

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    1. I give you a like and like your effort for your posts. but there is too much text for me. I have poor eyesight despite reading glasses. i need a magnifying glass for this text. sorry, but an interesting blog.

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      1. SMiles i surely understand
        As i Lost Effective
        Use of my Eyesight
        For 66 Months
        From Wake to
        Sleep With
        The Worst
        Pain Known
        To Humankind
        Type Two Trigeminal
        Neuralgia after a
        Miraculous Recovery
        As Assessed by
        Professionals
        Treating me
        Then including
        A Total Synergy
        Of 19 Life Threatening
        Disorders at 60 i Haven’t
        Stopped Writing Yet
        8.6 MiLLioN
        Words of Free
        Verse Long
        Form Poetry
        Like This And
        13,906 Miles
        Of Public Dance
        All in 86 Months
        Now i’m thinking
        Maybe You are not
        Directing this
        Comment
        To me
        As my
        Comment
        To Rue is
        Surely
        Wilson
        Ball
        Paint Long…
        Yep my Last
        Blog post 71,926
        Words Long
        Too Much
        To See
        For
        Anyone
        But me
        Just A Worship
        For This Gift of
        Life Heaven
        Within
        Since
        The
        Curse and
        The Gift of
        Hell on Earth
        That Rolls my
        Wilson Ball
        Free as
        Waves
        Create
        Shores Like
        This too Perhaps
        TSuNaMi’s
        Now too
        Any
        i do
        Relate
        To issues
        With Seeing
        So i spiral
        My
        Wilson
        Ball Now
        Painting it
        A Bit More
        Just For the
        Sake of
        Hell
        Now
        Thru
        Heaven
        Real..πŸŒŠπŸ™πŸŒ²

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      2. Thanks for attempting Geno. I’ll try to increase the font size…thanks for bringing this to my notice. Maybe that will help me….have a beautiful evening πŸ’πŸŽ€πŸŒ·

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    2. Hey Fred,
      That’s a lot to soak in. Some I agree with. Some o wouldn’t practise as my own. But this poem was not intended to be about Jesus or religion. But that is thebest part about poetry. It is open to multiple interpretations. It can mean completely different things to different people or 3 or more different things to me….all at the same time. Wilson can’t be my Jesus mostly because Jesus is real to me. πŸ˜ŠπŸ™πŸΌπŸ˜βœοΈπŸŽ€πŸ˜ŠHave a splendid eveningπŸ˜ƒπŸ’πŸŽ€

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      1. SMiLes My FRiEnD
        Keeping in Soul
        That When i Write
        i Write With A Pen
        Of Love That Is
        God Inclusive
        As God For
        All in This Way
        Best For My Pen
        To Reach the Same
        Destination in Atheist
        Or Christian
        The
        Same
        Way
        Of
        Love i’ve
        Met Tons of
        Atheists in
        My Love
        My
        Life
        More
        Christian
        Per The Teachings
        Of Jesus Than Rarely
        Any Who Goes To β€˜Church’
        Simply Because By
        Very Nature Tradition
        And Church And Religion
        Culture Even Language
        iS A Division
        Of Love
        Where
        Some
        Are
        Excluded
        Simply Because
        Their Nature
        Of God
        Breathes
        Differently
        SMiles Yesterday
        A Hurricane Brought
        Powerful Winds
        Through our
        Area
        The
        Winds
        Thrilled
        Me And Terrified
        Katrina Yet No
        Matter How
        Different
        Our
        Inherent
        Nature We
        Still Belong
        To the Same
        God Of Love We
        Rise Above Our
        Differences
        To Love
        And Worship
        The Same
        God
        Love
        FOR ALL
        Some Folks Are
        Born And Gardened
        And Fully Breathe
        THiS Way Some
        Are
        Not
        It’s
        True
        Not Everyone
        Is Jesus but

        i

        Love

        Them ALLSaMe

        Ever Green

        With SMiLes

        No Matter Colors

        Of Poetry my FRiEnD🌲😁

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  3. That cost me to to click like…as that picture triggers me for what I know these sick individuals like Hanks and Lady Gaga and many in Hollywood are involved in in relation to that bloodied face on the head. Yet seeing through the evil to my Father –I know that even Hanks and the rest of that sick bunch shall one day find Jesus for real.

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    1. I too hope Tom Hanks and all the celebrities you mentioned find Jesus someday. Although I am not a fan of Tom Hanks or Lady Gaga, I do like many of his movies. But I will refrain from judging them. I understand if the allegations were true and all of them were found to be guilty, it would trigger a lot of good people like you.

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      1. It is the truth that judges them, I judge no one. I am with the multitude of souls beneath the altar “who cry out with a loud voice- How long O Lord till you judge and avenge our blood on those who dwell on the earth?”
        It is a war we are in. And the biggest part of this war is lies and deception. Beneath the cover of fame and celebrity lurks something monstrous. That is why John was given the Revelation of Jesus Christ–It is the apokalypse –the exposure of things hidden. Not the end of the world as hollywood portrays it. No, the apokalypse is the revealing of the true state of things and it is happening.

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    1. It’s a lovely movie….old one….but I like it a lot😊😊😊…you really feel sad for the guy….okay I won’t give away details and ruin it for you…..if you do watch it….let me know if you liked it….it’s one of those…. classic-kinda😊😊😊

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  4. I love your imaginary friend Ruelha!!!! It’s nice to have someone in you camp real or imagained that is there for you, like. Wilson is awesome cuz you can cuddle and the the wholly crap out of the ball if you need to release and frustrations.. That’s actually a good trick to send them out to sea. Usually what remains are tears which is perfect here because the sea can hold your tears and float you to new lands to Cast Away! LOVE IT and You! ❀️ Cindy

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    1. Oh no Cindy….I don’t have an imaginary friend…πŸ€ͺπŸ˜›πŸ˜…πŸ˜‚πŸ€£πŸ™ˆπŸ€­ But maybe I could release Wilson into a digital sea….not a bad idea….🌊 is deep…..and filled with so many adventures…..hmm….good thought Cindy….
      Sending you lots of love πŸ˜πŸŒ·πŸŽ€πŸ€©πŸ’πŸ˜˜

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        1. πŸ™ˆπŸ’πŸ€©πŸ’πŸ€©πŸ’πŸ™ˆ
          I need to get a real ball and name him Wislon now…..I like the idea of cuddling the wholly crap out of a ball and smashing him against a wall when I’m mad and frustrated πŸ˜ŽπŸ€”πŸ’­πŸ™ˆ….brilliant Cindy πŸ€©πŸ’

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  5. Wonderful poetry. In the early 2000s, our company had several contracts in China. One of my best friends became the Chinese field engineer. One day, his e-mail said that Wilson wanted to say hello to everyone. We knew he was alone, so who was Wilson? My friend had gotten a black market DVD of Cast Away before it was released in the US. After the movie release, he sent a photo of him and Wilson. Wilson is now back in the US, my friend retired, and Wilson remains in the company trophy case.

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    1. Wow Mark….some fond memories about Wilson there. This movie just makes me feel bad for Tom Hanks all throughout…..every scene is just so good…especially when he gets rid of Wilson the first time and also when he loses Wilson at sea…..😒πŸ₯Ί

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