Lost

Ruelha 
What happens if you don't eat,
an entire meal, not just meat?
You'll feel hungry and disturbed.
Unable to concentrate on tasks, perturbed.

What if you skipped every meal?
Do you know how you would feel?
Not just an unhappy stomach,
but even your mind will begin to plummet.

As nice as you're known to be.
You'll become a different story.
You may feel lost,
as your pressure begins to drop.

My spirit was almost lost. 
Away in the freezer, food in frost.
Unable to fully quash,
the lies of that realm, a bit lost.

Didn't wander too far away.
Still, the white, it made grey.
Not enough to stain it black.
Because I did cut me some slack.

Just some minor attacks.
But, I'm ready to come back.
Don't like feeling lost.
So I follow the way of the cross.

All my energy, I didn't exhaust.
Still, enough to make me feel lost.
Now I'm going to eat my food.
Never neglect for it is good.

Spirit was hungry.
Now put in recovery.
No real damage.
Just a mental challenge.

No more in pensive melancholy. 
Nevermore starving in this lost folly.
Never more astray.
Let's begin with the entree.

-RUELHA 
www.ruelha.com 
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23 Comments

  3. SMiLes.. Oh How the SPiRiT Hides…
    Oh How for so many including me of Before
    Having no idea Even where it went in the First Place left…
    It’s true THere is A SPiRiT Part
    of Us A Muscle of God is
    Agape Love
    That We
    Shall Exercise
    Day in Day Out
    Forevermore now
    to keep in Shape
    Some Folks Pray
    But if it is only Labels
    of Words Without Spirit
    Within indeed it is Shells
    With No Living Creatures on the Beach
    Fossils of Soul Indeed With Little to no Breath
    So i continue Dancing Singing Spirit No Time
    And you See Attempting to Describe this for one
    Who Only Sees the Shell Without Breath is only
    Collecting Shells on the Beach to put on a
    Book Shelf and Forget Each Week
    As We No Longer Pay
    Attention to
    The
    Collection
    Same in Words
    On A Sheet Trying
    Not to Fall asleep in
    A Mass After Such a Busy
    Mechanical Cognition Worry
    About A Zillion Moving Clock
    Deadlines Still to Complete
    As We Scroll through
    Facebook,
    Instagrams,
    And Other Never
    Ending Parts of Life
    Where Does the Ocean
    of Soul Go When Stranded on
    A Zillion Desert Isles of Labels
    of Nouns Without Any Living Spirit of
    Breath Yes Love to Give and Share More Free
    Now as The Wind Never Ends in Light of Pure Love For Now
    Smiles It’s Beyond Direction For The Spirit Leads Within Which
    Means The Find is Within And the Soul of God is Love in Us to Reach
    Out and Touch Us Healing Again in Mutual Satisfaction of Ocean Whole Love
    NoW iN No
    Separation
    Smiles Under
    And Beyond
    A Milky
    Way
    of
    Church
    And A Song
    For A Melancholy
    Vague Where Some
    Folks Have No Idea What
    Spirit Was and Spirit is Still to come
    At Best Within Again or A First Instance now…
    It’s really Just Opening up the Door to Heaven on
    the Other side of ‘The Clock’ of Deadlines in Only Time…
    This other Agape
    Place is forever
    Now Love
    With
    No Time,
    No Distance,
    No Space, No
    Age of the Living
    One Within Eternally Now Love Breathing
    HeART Beating In Flow Eternally Seeing
    SPiRiT All that is Now SoUL Love Being
    i am only a small
    Child i have no
    idea Why
    Yet
    i strive
    i cry to
    Open
    This Door
    For everyone
    i meet How Thrilled
    i am How Pleased
    i am to see one Who
    Actually Wants to come in
    For One Who Sees The Gravity of Above Below..
    Yet it’s True Each And Every Room in Hotel God is
    Different….
    So as
    Always
    it’s
    Never
    Up to me
    All i will do
    is do my Best
    to Show what my Room Sees..
    Somewhere Under and Beyond A Milky Way Sky now..:)

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