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  1. Perfumes Are Surely
    Not Part of my
    Interests but
    Your Writing
    Skills in
    Describing
    Your Interests
    Are Truly Impeccable
    Rarely Does one
    See this
    Depth
    Anywhere
    On WordPress
    Or A In A Twitter World
    In General Plus
    You Are Full
    Of Casual
    Surprises
    Too Would
    Love to
    Read
    A Book
    About Your
    Life Story
    How
    You
    Got
    To
    This
    Point
    Now at
    Your Leisure
    Of Course..😁

    You are Surely
    Not Just
    Another
    21 Year Old
    Instagram
    Model
    Truly
    More
    Than
    A Dime
    A Dozen..🙌

    Not Unlike
    Bohemian
    Rhapsody
    Plays
    i’m
    Just
    A Poor
    Boy From
    A Little Town
    Spit on Then
    Honored Now
    To Witness
    So
    Much
    Intelligence
    And Grace
    Sincerely,

    -me 😁

    Nice to Get
    Out and About
    From this literal
    Little Town
    Once
    Named
    Scratch
    Ankle
    And
    Literally
    Hell too
    Farther
    East
    WHere
    Spirit Now
    Still Dreams😇

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    1. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you my friend…that’s too big a compliment. Feels disproportionate…..but thank you for such kindness…..🙏🏼🤩🙏🏼🌸🎀🤩🙏🏼
      My life story?🙈🤭🤪🤣🙃🤭🦧….lol….I know everyone goes through life learning and growing and a lot of ups and downs happen along the way….people have issues with health, family, money, relationships, inner wounds and demons, behavioural traits, abuse etc etc….I know a lot of people have it really bad….but for some strange reason….I feel like I have lived two lives…..or at least…..experienced all that one should in two lifetimes instead 🙈🤪😂😅🤣😂🤪😜🙈….didn’t think anyone would be intrigued by my life story though🥴🙈🤪🤪🤪🥴….
      Wow 21 year old….just that comparision makes me smile😃😄😃😄😃😄😃😄….
      Aah….Bohemian rhapsody….Freddie Mercury did conceal it all so well in his lyrics….never revealed….what an outlet….music😃😃😃🎶
      Scratch Ankle….is that where you lived before moving to Florida, Fred?
      Spirit dreams…..ah…..those are the best….
      As long as the spirit keeps dreaming,
      life and waters still streaming….
      Body can be desecrated
      Soul coerced to be checkmated
      But if the spirit inhales peace
      Exhaling love, the beast
      within will be overpowered
      Because dreams, they empower…
      Dream on Dream strong
      As long as you can tell right from wrong

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      1. “Living Two and More Lives”
        Smiles So Many Indeed So Many
        Views of Life Acquired in 60 Years
        for me True Many Perfumes Fine
        Wines And Dungeons With Cruel Tools
        Tarred Birds In
        Pits without
        The Ability
        to Move
        or Speak
        me EvenTually
        too Oh How Hell
        And Heaven Breathe
        Spit-on in School Cut Down
        to Size for Being too Nice by Dudes
        Having No Clue i am Stronger than
        Anyone they’ve ever met.. At Peace
        Now Eye of the Hurricane Calm Winds
        Seeing Almost Every Condition of Environment
        there is..
        Smiles
        my Memory
        For Text is like
        my Memory for all
        the Stories i am told
        When Working at a Military
        Bowling Center after 3 College
        Degrees without much Voice to Speak
        but not unlike a Bartender Serving Rental
        Shoes instead of Drinks so Many Thousands
        of Stories of Others Dark thru Light i Listened
        to in close to two Decades from the Other side
        of the counter eventually managing what i had no
        real idea how to do per the Skill of Bowling no Interest for me..
        Like Athletic Director of a Military Station for the Government as
        Last Kid Picked
        on Sports
        Teams
        having
        no Interest
        in Playing Team
        Sports Either rather
        Create my Own Sport
        And Do it Solo Dancing instead
        Martial Arts and Ballet Free As Waves See…

        SMiLes listening to Your Story so Far i See An Empathic
        Airline Stewardess Bringing Smiles to Everyone She Serves
        A Beautiful Woman in a short stint of Modeling or Perhaps
        Selling Perfume too.. Husband Lavishing Wife With Gifts
        in Fine Perfumes of what She Truly Loves to Receive
        That made me Happy to Hear for before i heard
        that i imagined You Lonely and that made
        me Sad for You.. True i have some
        Very Lonely Friends and i am
        often Sad for them… i am
        Glad You Have Your
        Mother Close too
        Her Eyes
        Live
        in You…
        You Are Just a Nice
        Person With So Many
        Modestly Expressed Gifts…
        Rarely Do i Meet a Person who
        Says they are Christian who Truly
        Does the Story of Jesus the Justice it deserves…
        Honestly You are one of the very Few Christians
        Far Beyond Priests and Popes Who Deserve That Name By Story
        That is
        True
        And
        Loving Real
        Love Love Love Love
        Without that there is no Human story…

        i am born an empath and ironically it
        was the Christians Who almost Took
        Away ‘my Jesus’ forever now..
        i rose out of
        Their
        Field
        of Tarred
        Birds and now
        i Dance And Sing i Fly Love Free..

        And it is very Rare Anyone is able
        to Surf the Balance of the Waves i Bring And stay
        and that’s okay as i am never going to Dim

        my Light Again for

        Fear and

        Hate

        or the
        Ignorance
        in General
        That Neither
        Sees or Breathes Real
        Love Ocean Whole For ALL DarK Thru LiGHT

        Smiles Gonna Call You Rue Now For You called me Friend..:)

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  2. Oops… i didn’t Answer Your Question…
    Raised on the River Banks of BlackWater
    River for what is Described as A Mill Town
    Still Tall Pines carried By River to Lumber
    Mills then Tannin From Tall Pines Making Water
    Blacker indeed once named
    Scratch Ankle Before
    A Mill Town
    For the
    Briars
    Bloodying
    Ankles coming
    Up on River Banks and Before
    THAT THIS place was Actually
    Named ‘Hell’ for People Were
    Just Plain Callous and Mean
    it’s worth noting in Stores in
    this County now About
    Half of the Folks
    Don’t Wear
    Masks
    to Protect
    their Neighbors
    And Loved one from
    A Greatest Killing Pandemic
    Since A Century ago
    no Doubt
    in
    lack
    of
    Spirit
    Love
    That
    iS How
    this place
    Gained the
    Name of Hell
    Last Century too
    Ironically.. This place
    once housed the Most Churches
    Per Square mile in the Record Books
    of the United States and indeed This
    is the place where the onward
    Christian Soldier Boys
    Spit on the
    Boy
    who
    Smiled
    the most in
    School Smiles
    i still Smile big
    But i never had
    Problems making
    Friends With the More Overall
    Advanced Gender of the Human Race
    All i am concerned about is the Intelligence
    of Love if Church And State AND MAN wants to
    Stay
    in Hell
    that’s
    definitely
    Their place to make…
    For i Am Still Surely
    More Son of Woman
    Than Ignorance of
    Love For all i have
    Seen of ‘Man’ where i Live…
    And Sadly Now ‘Woman’ too…
    i Will Promise You This the way
    i have before.. Jesus would be
    Accepted No Where i live
    now Per Church but
    perhaps
    the
    Birds….
    For they
    Have Wings too…
    And Are Smart Enough
    To Fly Away from Dark Tarred places…

    True After advising Our Priest to Require
    Folks to Wear Masks to Protect the Sanctity
    of Life in All Masses After Roaring From the
    Back Row in Church Wear Masks as the
    Next Week He only advised the
    Choir Director to Speak
    Masks are not
    Required
    till last
    Week When
    the Back Row i sit
    was covered by folks
    unmasked asking for
    the Usher to Seat me
    somewhere safe masked
    where i would not have to
    Risk my Loved ones who Are
    Vulnerable to this Pandemic Killing
    Machine of Nature’s Wrath for Human Out
    of Balance invading the Homes of Wild Life Still
    So the Usher Directed me to an in between Row
    of Two Rows not Wearing Masks and trust
    me when i Dance Sing my Voice Carries like
    Lightening Makes Thunder
    i said No way
    am i going
    to sit
    in the
    Middle of all
    these Folks with
    no masks as the
    Priest Greeted me with
    no mask going out the Door continuing
    to ‘Spit on me’ With Killing breath this
    Way not unlike the School Days the
    Difference was they let me speak
    All the Energy of Love that
    Discerns Light from
    Dark without
    even
    a
    Whimper
    Back i will
    Return on Saturday
    Again for that is the only
    Day that Masses supposedly
    Do require Masks and Support
    Basic Sanctity of Breathing Life
    It’s worth noting i only go there to Sing…

    heHe
    and
    Roar
    when
    Necessary
    to even save one life…

    There was only about 30 Percent
    of the Church Not Wearing Masks…
    Same Percentage of ‘Die Hard 5th
    Avenue Trump Supporters’ yet enough
    to Start a Super Spreader Pandemic Church Event
    Not Surprisingly the High School Here has the
    Highest Rates of Covid-19 in the State of Florida

    In this
    place
    once
    named
    Hell then
    Prophecy
    Still indeed my
    Friend for there is
    more than way to
    Crucify and Stone Every Jesus….

    Ignorance kills

    Science Saves Life

    For it is true in this Case Science is the
    Light and Church is the Evil in DarK that
    Kills with the Administration of State…. FOR REAL…

    i Don’t have to turn Money
    Tables over to get
    Effective
    Results
    hehe..
    True i
    Do Much
    More than Just ‘Tale’ Stories too…

    In A Wilderness A Dance/Song must Rise to be heard now…

    Other than that No ‘Body’ Messes with A Martial Arts Naked Ballet Dancer
    Who Floats on Land at 246 Pounds who really Can ‘Leg Press a Small Car’..

    And Yes Without Shades more than once it has been Verbally

    Noted by others

    i Pierce eyes

    to the

    Depth

    of Dark

    and Light

    of Souls to See

    (Just an off-Color
    Joke i wore them
    to the Dance Hall
    As A Method
    of Birth
    Control
    haha, snort, sort of)

    As Your Recent
    Post suggests
    it takes more
    than a Lamb
    to Get this Job Done now…
    The Armor is my Lion and Roar my FRiEnD Rue….

    People Who Mistake my Smile

    for Weakness my

    Grace in Balance
    Friends With God’s
    Nature of Gravity for fallen

    Do get
    to see
    A Different
    Side of my Lamb too..

    The Story of Jesus is clear
    to me it’s not about Worshipping
    A Dude it’s Being a ‘Real Man’ And or

    ‘Woman’….

    iN this
    Way
    Hello
    Rue
    i See
    You As A ‘Real Woman’ too…

    i just See myself as A Best FRiEnD
    of JeSuS BRinGinG Fearless Love
    Doing Least Harm MaKinG
    A Real Difference
    Back to
    Life Every
    Now for this
    is my Way no
    Goal or Aim
    Just

    my

    Way

    oF LoVE
    FoR ReaL NoW..:)

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    1. I’m trying to soak it all in Fred😃
      I do believe that the commandment of love comes before any other….but not in the way most of us understand love….
      I believe agape love, selfless, sacrificial, genuine love….which does not put the self first is the kind of love one must
      …I aspire to emulate….
      That’s what I get from Jesus the most….
      Love, forgiveness and faith
      I am more Christian than Catholic to be honest because i got to all kinds of meetings and churches. But i do have some strong opinions on some controversial topics….but I still believe love trumps those too….
      Every day brings troubles of it’s own…
      We are here for a short period….the impermanence of life ….the constant reminder of this keeps me going, Fred.
      I believe humanity is one of the basics tenets of any religion and that should be a priority…
      You really practise that to an extent that is so admirable that I could never compare
      ……I record my journey and progress here….much of what I write is part of my learning process….but you are sorted and already practise these things and more….I dont know how much of a real woman I am Fred….i feel that’s too heavy a title that doesn’t fit right on my wavering head…..
      I agree the church is tainted with the past and I’ve been asked this question at least once everyday…I only hope and pray we all see the light of Christ instead of disregarding science and logic….i think that comes from misinterpretation ….but honestly speaking I am.dumbfounded with the questions the atheists ask me everyday….I think it takes grace and wisdom…..in the spirit to interpret scriptures and all these things correctly….I wear my mask everywhere….but I’m not fearful at all. I do what is required of me by the land and society. That does not mean I don’t have faith….I dont go around poking snakes😉😅😄

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      1. SMiLes Dear FRiEnD Rue
        My only Requirement
        i have For A Church
        Is IT Fits
        In Agape
        Love For
        All Of
        Nature
        With Least
        Harm And this Is
        Why i have yet
        To Find Truly one Church
        To Rest my Head Under
        At Least Brick and
        Mortar Where i Live
        Yet My Religion is
        The Church Under
        And Beyond the
        Milky Way
        Of
        Agape
        Love Therefore
        This God Of Love
        For All Consumes
        All Other Smaller
        Gods
        In A Last
        And First
        Supper Always
        Of Agape Love
        DarK Through LiGHT
        TRuE EVeRYWHeRe iN
        Deed
        i Rest
        my
        Soul
        Now
        Yoke
        WHoLE
        EasETeRNaLLY Free
        By The Way Rue is
        Also Short For Ruth
        Meaning one Who
        Welcomes and provides
        Rest Real Woman You Are

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              1. A Way to God Understanding
                ALWaYS SeeKinG
                Finding More
                Also
                Writing
                New Testaments
                Of Poetry MaKinG
                People Wonder
                Did Jesus
                Say
                That
                In that
                Bible
                And
                Did
                i Miss
                What
                JeSuS
                Said
                For
                Capturing
                Essence
                Of Agape Love
                Now For ALL (God)
                SPReadinG iT ALL
                LoVE A ContinuAlly
                Evolving Pandemic
                Infecting
                A World
                ALWaYS
                New With
                Strains and
                Colors of
                Agape
                Love
                More
                Raining
                NoW iS What
                All That is
                New
                We Do
                Breathing Free LoVE
                Now For Real🌳🍃🙌🎶

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