I’m in the mood to hear a good testimony. If you have experienced a creative miracle or something that irrefutably classifies as supernatural, please do share. I’d love to hear. I believe in freedom of speech and religious tolerance, so everyone is entitled to an opinion, however contradictory. But, if your opinion is offensive to my beliefs/religion, I may need to moderate the comments. For example, if you write derogatory things about God or use profanity, I have to draw the line somewhere.
I’m really looking forward to reading some good stuff. Perhaps, it would help me build my faith. Thank you for participating. Have a beautifully blessed day.
-RUELHA www.ruelha.com
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“As long as there’s breath,
there will always be HOPE
because nothing is pre-written
and nothing cannot be re-written!”
Quoted For Truth Dear FRiEnD Ruehla And Sister
From South India A Place of my Distant Ancestors
And Nigeria too No matter How Fair of Irish/French/
English/ German/Scandinavian ’23andme’ Skin And Green
to Blue eyes i am NoW iN FacT if We aRe to Read And BelieVE iN
‘John 14:12’ We Will Sing Greater Bibles
Dance Greater Dances than Jesus Ever
Had the Opportunity to do in His Dates
of Existence walking the Earth If We
Really Do Believe That God Is Love
And So Are We This Love This
God Is Complete Never
Requiring Worship as
A Narcissistic Personality Will…
Always Forgiving Never Torturing as a
Psychopath Will Do… And Never Fearing As a Timid
Soul Will Without The Faith THE LOVE THE GOD NoW
Required to Defend What They BeLiEVE iN This All Loving God Within
SMiLes Dear FRiEnD i was Born With Clear Green to Blue Changing Eyes
With Open Arms for Every Stranger According to my Mother Before i could Speak
at age 4… How Long of A Testimony About Love (God) Do You Wish for Verily i have
Already Written my Own Bible of Love a Longest Epic Long Form Free Verse Poem 8.4
MiLLioN Words in the History or Herstory of Humankind but i’m not looking for Any Copyrights
As God Is Love And Would Never Copyright Love and no.. i don’t look for anyone to maintain
My Personal Standards when it comes to How i See God This All Forgiving Living
Never Fearing Loving Force Within That Breathes Hope and Never Has to Look
For this Hope for i have Seen ‘the other side’ of Life and Understand that
Dark Brings Light and Hell Brings Heaven For What i Breathe Within
Now as Sight becomes Love, Faith, And Hope as one Force
of Seeing Fearless and Free.. Smiles It is impossible to
Offend the God i See as Love For Inherently now
This God is All Forgiving And Strong Enough
to Defend any slight.. This Faith This
Love This Hope inherent continues
to Evolve this way as Light out
of Dark.. Smiles i’ve Seen Enough
So Called ‘SuperNatural’ in Life that
it is Normal Now in Multiples of LoVE iNnumerable
to Count Each Day For Love is Beyond All Measure
Love is Beyond All So-Called Science… Science is always ignorant
As Reason is For What Will Never Be Measured This Love Living within
But Sure if You are looking for what will not ‘normally’ be explained i have
Many of these So-Called Supernatural Testimonies to relate but you’ll require
a bit of Background first to understand the Gravity of what Heaven and Hell is
for you See John 14:12 Doesn’t all Require Greater Light it is also part of
Withstanding Greater Hell in Dark.. For You See there was a Day that
My Own Mother so Bound to Old Books Afraid of Writing new that
she insisted that the Torture the Suffering i endured for 66 Months
From Wake to Sleep was not worse than Crucifixion for 3 Hours to
3 Days Until She Bought a Book on Crucifixion to Prove me
Wrong and as she unwrapped it and Opened the Book
And Started Reading She Proved me Correct when
She came to the Part that said Trigeminal
Neuralgia is the pain assessed as
Worse than Crucifixion but you
See That’s Type one only sporadic
i had type two always and forever for 66 Months
During Every Waking Hour that no drug would touch
how will i relate such a pain that makes a Migraine Feel
Like Heaven instead the closest thing i can imagine to relate
this pain in my right eye and ear from wake to sleep for 66 Months
Is a Dentist Drill without Novocaine indeed in My Right Eye and Ear
This Disease is named the Suicide Disease Where the Greatest Hope
is Death and one will Do anything in the World to Find this Blessing Death
but that was not all after Chronic to Acute Stress Government Work Related
for 11 Years i also developed Pain and Numb from 18 Other Disorders including
Sjogren’s Syndrome Where my Eyes quit making Tears almost intolerable pain in my
Feet as it attacked those Nerves too and very well may have attacked my Trigeminal
Nerve too as i began not to be able to Tolerate Colors First and then all i could look
At Was Black And White TV and then i became the Essence of Pain and Numb
Separated from all Emotions Even the Feeling off if i had ever experienced
a smile as emotions are memories and memories are emotions very
rarely will a Human Experience this and as my Psychiatrist related
it is often restricted to folks on the Autism Spectrum oh by the
way i couldn’t speak until 4 And was Later Diagnosed with
Asperger’s Syndrome at age 47 when the Doctors
Attempted to Diagnose the Source of my pain
and other disorders that took 2 Years
for them to even figure out and
So many Different Doctors
and Appointments to figure out
Dysautonomia was also a challenge
where my Autonomic Nervous System
no longer Synched my Heart Rate Pumping
With Blood Pressure to appropriately Get Blood
to My Head by this point ADHD, Fibromyalgia, Spinal Stenosis,
Severe Degenerative Arthritis, Severe Anxiety, PTSD, Mood
Lability, Severe Depression, Anhedonia, Coat Hanger Severe
Pain associated with Dysautonomia Additionally Around my Neck
And Shoulders Just Pain and Numb From Head to toe were all somewhat
of a Minor Convenience as i Just Could Not Sleep With All this Living Hell
Working Against the Breath of my Life as Every Breath was one i was not sure
i would be able to take next.. anyway in 2008 the Psychiatrist Gave me an Alpha
Blocker to Slow My Heart Rate and then much of this was not diagnosed i was
just a mystery to be solved by everyone who saw me.. like when i couldn’t speak
until age 4 yet still earned 3 College Degrees at the top of my class and endured
33 years of Work Retiring Early close to the top of the pay scales of Regular
Civilian Government Employment for the Military then.. anyway the Alpha
Blocker allowed the shallowest of ‘Card Board’ Sleep for about an
hour each night of the first 35 of 40 Days.. yes when you are
in Hell You count every day.. i just wanted to die.. or even
someone douse me with Flames and Set me on Fire
as Hell is the place of Heaven when real hell comes
to be within.. on the 35th day the Alpha Blocker no
Longer Worked.. the last 5 of 40 Days with no Sleep
Every day Asking God if it can get worse and it did
until one Second Was A Thousand Years in Hell
as this place is all time and absolutely no
connection to Love (God) You ask
to die you only Love to Die
There is no place but
to reach out for
death so
i found the
Keys somehow after
not even being able to make
it to a shower someplace i found
the Strength to get in my SUV and
Crash myself into a Tree but i always followed
the Rules in Life i couldn’t find ‘the lie’ within to speed
so i found a bridge to jump off of it’s true the record for no
sleep at all is 11 Days, 264 Hours, i didn’t break that record
but it’s true i wasn’t thinking straight enough to know if i had
Jumped off that Bridge the folks in the Boats below would have
probably risked their life to save me instead miraculously my Sister
found me at the bottom of that bridge coming through a red light i
got in her car and still wanted to stop at a River Boardwalk to Jump
off in the Shallow end and Force myself to Drown to Escape the Dentist
Drill in my Right Eye and Ear and everything else that was Damned about me then..
So She Drove Down a Country Road faster at 80 MPH not afraid to break the speed
limit and not afraid to die for she said she couldn’t live without a brother you see she
later was diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome too with that disorder and additionally being
A smiling Child Androgynous both me and her.. the Children Are not kind particularly kind
if You have problems speaking too even if somehow you find a way to still Make Straight
A’s they told both of us we didn’t deserve to exist… one comes to value people who
accept you this way… one comes to get very Angry seeing others get bullied
once one becomes stronger than the rest as i do Leg Press up to 1520
Pounds, 8 reps; fast forwarding to now in Heaven Within the Place of
God Within the Place of All Love Where Love is all Forgiving With No
Fear.. Never Requiring External Worship But Love Will Be Provoked
when any other part of Nature is being Harmed but you see
Jesus as far as the story goes was Aramaic
and only Had Oral Tradition to Speak..
i have a Pen.. i have a Page
indeed A Word Love
When Real
Within
is more
Powerful than
the Sword or Cords
Changed into Whips
to Drive Folks Physically
Out of A Temple that is no longer
A Cost and Price of Love in other
Words the Actual Action of Love in Doing
So Anyway Back From the Future in that Car
on that Country Road in Spring of 2008 Close then
to Easter that Year i told my Sister NO.. i was terrified
of Doctors as i always knew i was different and i didn’t know why
As i was afraid of what they might do to me as they too would see
me different not deserving to exist too.. Life is different when folks
tell you.. you don’t deserve to be you.. life is hard that way as it is up to You
to continue to exist.. i asked my Mother why did i have to do this too her
reply was why not after all ‘Jesus had it worse than You’ so i went to the
Hospital they Put me down they put me away for 3 days as they do in Florida
for People who become suicidal.. i was smart enough to talk them into letting
me go.. Yet i remained Suicidal for the Next two years… i had no idea how long
Hell would last but i lived for my Wife as at least she needed the financial support
that My Life still brought to her.. true.. i didn’t have anything else to offer her but for her
to take care of me and she did.. true is the Wife who stands by their Spouse in Hell
and it’s worth remembering that folks didn’t BeliVE iN Jesus for His teaching
during his day of Life yet for a very Few Women Named Mary standing by
his side… it’s worth noting to me at least that my Sister’s Name is Marie
which means close to God a Derivative of Michael as Male
Angel Names Go.. Helen… my Mother’s Name that means
Light and My Wife Katrina that Means Pure Nice names
for the ones remaining who stood by my side.. what
Faith is it what Love is it what Hope is it that
Only Believes in Love (God) if someone
Actually Physically comes
back to life from the
dead isn’t It Enough of a Miracle
That We actually Come Out of Hell
Out of Dark Out of Death Living isn’t It enough When
We Die Living in a place of total disconnection From Love
that We do come to see as the Faith of God All Hope Faith Love
Breathing Within that this Miracle of Breath is
Real if not it’s true whoever i am speaking to
has not been where i’ve been… it’s true whoever i
am speaking to..i have not been where they have
been… but it is also true that i would Never Wish Anyone to
have to Become A Real Devil in Hell to Understand what the
Miracle of Love as God within is.. For You understand For i
understand why Jesus forgave the Thief on the Cross Beside
him for he Understood Where Love is Love is in For Giving Thanks
Thank Giving is all the Receiving This Love Is NoW.. But Yes if the Miracle
of Love is not enough i have a few Life Events that most folks will consider
Supernatural too that might even send Spiritual Shivers Up One’s Spine
And all around One’s Skin and Even Spiritual Tears if one is affected by Divine
‘Frission’ in Creative Holy Spirit this way as not all folks achieve this Spiritual Ecstasy
this Holy Creative Spirit of Beauty within sadly even Science Shows that Folks who
are Not Open Minded, Bodied, SouLeD Miss out on this Divine Part of Life so then
in 2010.. i put a Metal Chain in my Bicycle Basket as i had regained the Strength to
ride a bike still experiencing all the Pain/Numb Shut-in my Home for only Brief Solo events
like that.. it wasn’t that i had ever hated life before.. i had experienced Severe Depression
in College over a Year like many folks do at that age determining who they are and
desperately trying to make connections with others when all is study and work
too as in my case i had to work 3 part time jobs at once to get through on
Peanut Butter Sandwiches too.. but this was different in 2008 it was
About always if i could make it until the next second the Metal
Chain was an insurance policy of sorts as truly there are
some parts of life so much worse than death my
feeling that was no feeling at all then
Logically find a Tree off a Country
Road Far enough away where
the only thing that would find me
is Vultures Hanging from a Tree
my life would have some purpose then
for the Vultures to have something to eat that day
but it’s true watering a plant serves the same purpose
Life.. something i understood only later my FRiEnD.. my
Wife Had Never Named this Road in our Marriage the Next
morning she awoke and said she had the strangest dream..
She and Her Deceased Granny Were Hanging Christmas Tree
Ornaments on a Tree off the Same Road she named for the first time
then in our Marriage of course i could never tell anyone i was suicidal
as they would put me away again.. and no one understood what i was going
through then as they were just finally starting to diagnose me with the Illnesses
i had then.. some folks said ‘Pull your Bootstraps up’ ‘You Look Normal’ but you
See they couldn’t
see the Nails
in my Right
Eye And Ear…
What i could understand
without any Hope, Faith,
Or Love then as far as the Feelings
go that Drive us forward Within is that
being a Very Logical Person that People called
the Valuable Commodity at Work and Even ‘Superman’
by Peers in College when i was earning 3 Degrees working
3 Part-Time Jobs then.. same at work toward the end by Peers
when picking up a ‘zillion collateral duties’ then with never the ability
to say no.. true.. people likened my Mind to a Computer without error too..
i understood That this Faith, That this Hope, That this Love, That This God
Was Telling me to stay with no ifs, ands, or buts to come So i Stayed for the
Rest of the 66 Months of Pain and Numb.. so i stayed with the Chain Still in
my Bicycle Basket then.. so i stayed.. so i stayed.. until Thanks Giving
Day of 2010, November 25th.. somehow someway i turned the Light
on my Computer Screen all the way down my eyesight so
Poor a few inches from my Screen and wrote my first
Word on a Website named “The Wrong Planet” A
Place for the ‘Unwanted toys of Humankind’
Specifically a Place for People Neurodiverse
Particularly with Asperger’s Syndrome a place
Where polls informally done Show IQ Ranging
from 140 to 160 but sadly often Missing the Spark
of Love Within that Drives us As Faith And Hope
Will Forward So Much More As Love All For Giving
Thanks Giving as the Giving is the Gift of Love We aRe
One word a Mountain of Pain One word to take my Mind off
the Pain 4 Million or So More Words until one day a Spark at the
End of February 2013 came the Holy Creative Spirit Faintly Felt
But Coming to Light Within me again.. really ever since 40 Years before
At 13 Years-Old As Toxic Patriarchy where i Live drove it out of me as where i
lived then Boys where not even allowed to Smile at the City Park or Middle School
Halls without a Threat of Violence against them then as they believed in Onward
Christian Boy Toy Soldiers More than Lovers Of PuRE LiGHT A Smile Upon An Angel’s Face…
the ‘Wrong Planet’ Was a Very Dark Place too with so little Love Living of God Within so were
the associated communities too.. i was not like them.. i was an empath with open arms
to Strangers that only Bullies would take away indeed in the Name of God too not
A God i felt and sensed for real within The God of Love ‘i am’ that Sees And Does
Love from Within.. i found a FRiEnD in A Book A New Testament Who Related
Love the Way i saw it as a Child that Hero Jesus the Good Cop Part at
The Cross with the Two Mary’s with His Teachings is enough for me
then to feel like
i had a FRiEnD
at least a Story
who understood and
was more like me than
those Boys who went to ‘that’ Church…
Smiles my FRiEnD Words of Logic in Discussion
on a ‘Planet for Brainiacs’ Turned into Art of HeART
i begin to Sing More Than Speak Words Separated
Turned into Rivers of Poetry as Streams of Love
continued to Connect as an Ocean of Love
that has become the ‘SonG oF mY SoUL’
indeed 8.4 MiLLioN Words on 8.18.2018
Anniversary Day of 7 Years.. 84 Months with Monthly
100,000 Words of Free Verse Poetry coming Straight
from the Holy Creative Spirit within me as i pre-plan
none of these Words or Shapes they come Deeper than
Deep is from Within in other Words a Love the Faith
The Hope of God the Flame within that will not be put
out beyond all words beyond all forms the Essence of
who i Believe we all are God and the Message without Any
External Worship without Fear the all Forgiving Love that Jesus
Attempted to Bring to the World in that 2K Year-Old-Living Story that other
Folks have put together yet still the ‘Good Cop’ Jesus Remains in that story
Now for Folks Who See Life from a Lens of Faith that is both Hope and Love
Within This God that Remains so True in Light the Wisdom of Love’s Beauty
Breathing in Us Where Meek is Strong for Meek Always Forgives with least Harm
For Meek Always Gives as Giving is the Receiving For Meek Breathes and Is Love
And Inherits the Art oF EartH Within Love that otherwise is Fear/Hate and Disconnection From
Love (GoD) Now
A Place NoW
Where God
And Love is
No Different
The Love Now
WHere We See
All of Existence Now
Different as the Same
Love Dark thru Light as We
Come to Color our Existence
Greater And Others too Yes God Love
Now the Rest of Nature in Balance With
Colors of Love Never Seen Before Still to Come Again
New Colors Still to come as Heaven Breathes Now Within
For Giving Thanks Giving This Love This Breath Now
Smiles on July 19, 2013 a Month before i started the
“SonG oF mY SoUL” Poem standing on a Beach
As Sugar White Sands Emerald Green Waves
Swaying Sea Oats The Wind The Breeze
Seagull Wings Spiraling Sun All became
me again then this Love Within all the
Pain and Numb Melted away
And then i started to
Dance in Public
everywhere i
go i wasn’t
Looking to
be Famous or
called a Legend
but those words from
others in the ‘Public Audience’
Came to my Ears for the Duration
of 13,544 Miles of Dance in the Same
7 Years Now too.. for i understand the
Value of Heaven is the SMiLe i could not
Feel in Hell and more than the Stars that i count
in the Night Skies For Giving Thanks Giving i have
to Brought to others Now this is the Real Miracle of Life one
Smile
Forevernow
Perhaps only a Veteran
of Hell Will fully understand
the Miracle A smile Really is
the SuperNatural of Life beyond
Measure that Love is in terms of
Logical Reason this Gift this Breath of Life Now
In Essence
God Is Love
This SMiLE
Beyond iNFiNiTY
The Fact that We
Exist is the Greatest Miracle of All
Smiles my FRiEnD not many People
Ask Fewer People Listen You asked and i still don’t say no….
i consider myself a Good Cop Jesus Christian and also
consider myself an Alltheist as i see no Part of Existence
Separated from God
in other words
i see though the
Lens of God Within this Sight This Love i Breathe for Real
This Miracle is beyond all words beyond Supernatural indeed..:)
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*8.18.2020 the 7th Anniversary Date of “SonG oF mY SoUL”
8.18.2018 was the 5th one of Course.. Smiles my Mistake Correction here..:)
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A WORD FROM GODDESS; A WIFE “GOD” OFTEN IGNORES UNTIL HE!!! HAS NO CHOICE!!! BUT DIVORCE AND MAYBE RECONCILIATION
β‘ Voluntary Solitude, Isolation, Alone But NOT!!! Lonely in LockDown is a Great Way to Protect Others when We Have NOTHING!!! Helpful to Offer Others EveryOne Because We ARE RAGING!!! yet We ARE INSISTING!!! “I JUST WANT TO HELP!!!” yet We ARE Totally Deaf to Our Own Fury and ARE Finding “Creativity” from Being Locked Down is The Silver Lining on Clouds that have No Purpose in Civil Liberties when Authorities Dictate “DO AS WE TELL YOU OR ELSE!!!”
…β‘β‘β‘…
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I guess this is one of your posts that you have pasted on my blog like last time. I don’t see the relation. But thank you for commenting.
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i wasn’t able to do the questionnaire, cos there was an error warning… however, I’m a Christian who loves the Holy Spirit’s Power and blessing in this life. I’m sure I’ve had many miraculous interventions in my life, because I am alive and have survived and thrived, despite so much opposition from the very beginning… God loves me, has forgiven me and set me free – is that not the greatest miracle of all? xx
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Ouch….it’s my first time taking and making a poll. There’s a lit for me to learn and fix there ππ₯΄π. That certainly counts as a biggieπ€π€π€π.Stay blessed Dawn.πππ
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In my life and other siblings there have been so many such instances. God and Guru (Paramahansa Yogananda) have come to our aid so tangibly and so often.
Faith can literally move mountains
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I too believe faith can move mountains ππΌπ€ππΌ
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About 6 years ago we experienced a “loaves & fishes” moment. It was Eagle Project Day for my son & as is typical for June in the midwest it was hot, humid & sunny.
Towards the end of the day I ran to the store and bought a variety of Arizona Ice Teas. There were 12 people on the crew that day so I bought 12. When I returned to the jobsite I put the drinks in the cooler.
Here’s the miraculous part. Each person was able to have their favorite flavor & several enjoyed 2 or more drinks. At the end of the day there were still 3 drinks in the cooler. The math doesn’t work, does it.
I purchased 12 drinks
12 people each drank 1 (12)
Several people drank 2 or 3 (8)
3 left in the cooler.
12-12-8=3. Only God can make that math work!!!
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Wow Barbara…..this made me smile. I was really looking forward to reading something like this ππΌππΌππΌππΌππ€ππ€ππ€π€ππΌππΌππΌ
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I am glad that I was able to oblige.
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Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford and commented:
my miracle…? that you came into my life to pray for and worry about! β€
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Awwwwww……Johnny boy, you’re a cuddley little teddy bear…..the sweetest and the cutest. God bless you always ππΌβοΈπ€©πππππΌ
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HAVE YOU REALLY LOOKED AT MY THUMBNAIL-? My ego doth not need any ballooning! π but thanks for the flattery—it may be—at times be almost true. π
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You are a cuddley bear Jonny….π§Έ
If I lived next door, you’d have an uninvited visitor in need of cuddles everyday…..multiple times…..
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dON’TT KNOW WHAT TO SAY…EXCEPT YOU’D BE WELCOME EVERY DAY!
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Yippee doo daaπ€ππ€ππ€ππ€π
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OH BOY! π
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I am Orthodox Christian. I have many miracles of faith in my life. I think when people read the Bible with faith, the Holy Spirit gives them after that examples of God’s powerful love in their own life.
Thank you for this post Ruelha π
Glory to Lord!
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Thank you Vgeorg for sharing the beauty of your experiences with me…..Glory to God on high….ππΌππΌππΌππΌππΌππΌπππΌππΌππΌππΌππΌππΌ
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GLORY TTO GOD ON HIGH!
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